Suicide

• Why Do People Suicide?
• Am I A Shambhala Warrior?
• What Happens After I Die?
• How Can I Refocus My Mind?
• We Need You

Why Do People Suicide?

There are many reasons people suicide, often associated with feeling that everything is pointless or stupid acts of drug taking.

Often people are simply living in the wrong place and the energy from those around them does not stimulate anything that resonates with the potential suicider..

So nothing makes sense. Perhaps this website may help many of you - I hope so.

Those who think that everything is pointless are usually much more highly developed spiritually than other people.

This is because they intrinsically know that the "universe" is supposed to be better than what they see and they are disappointed at how the world and the people in it are going.

Logical Suicide ↟↟

Most counsellors never talk about this aspect because they have never lived through the endless dark clouds of destructive thoughts.

My focus in this article is for people who - like me when I was young - see no logical reason for living.

In fact, I joined the ARMY with the sole intention of going to war and killing 2 "enemies" for the price of my life - and that was the SUM total of what I thought I amounted to.

What I found out was that I could make a difference and that I was told (on multiple occasions) that I actually would make a difference.

When I died in 2023 I was told that I must go back and complete the project I had started.

So before you do something (literally) stupid, please read my story and see if it applies to you and IF it does, just know that you are a highly advanced soul and very close to ascension (unless you do something stupid and jeopardize the completion of your soul on this "Level" ).

Lack Of Education BS ↟↟

I have met people who say that they are not well educated so that want to "end it" and I tell them that my mother kicked me out of home at 14 and I had to make my own way in the world.

I educated myself by firstly reading lots of books (this was way before the internet) and then going to see Guru's and other such spiritual leaders and listening to them (again, way before youTube).

Compared to what I had to physically go through, most people have it much easier these days.

I read books like the Mahabharata and the Ramayama (etc) and the Talmud etc plus books on Shinto, Hinduism, Sikhism and many other religions searching for answers.

What I can tell you is this, IF your truly SEEK the truth with all of your heart, Heaven will give you answers. But if you seek to exploit truth for personal advantage, then your deception will be rewarded with deception.

TIP: Do NOT seek a religion per se, but rather seek THE Creator directly and I explain how to do this in this website and I have listed many of the questions and answers I had in my journey here on the "Meditation Info" pages and the "Esoteric Info" pages.

Special Times ↟↟

We currently live in special times, where the world has literally turned to sh**t and corruption and pedophiles are everywhere.

Arrogance and Greed are as abundant as trees in a rainforest.

And as the old agronomist saying goes, "Plants grow better in manure", and there is currently plenty of manure in this world.

I am not going to tell you what to do, because you are smart enough to see the doorway ahead once I point it out.

What I can tell you, and I mean emphatically tell you, is that IF you can fight your way through the morass of corrupt society and seek a true spiritual connection with The Creator, then you can literally overcome hundreds and even thousands - and even 10's of thousands - of lifetimes of living in squalor and wondering if a wild animal will eat you every time you go outside your hut to relieve yourself.

Please check out the "Nav" page from a list of topics which you may feel applies to you and certainly you will find many answers way beyond the mundane.

OLD Souls ↟↟

ALL souls are old, not all souls are wise.

Many of you "remember" your previous incarnations (not verbatim) and how they felt compared to how this lifetime feels and you know that there is a massive difference.

This is why you do not want to be here, but consider this, your information is not complete.

There is a great probability that you came back to be a Shambhala Warrior.

Many of you are on the CUSP of ascending so you see all of the crud happening around you as pointless.

So why participate?

We Need You ↟↟

There are many reasons I would like you to stay but THE most important reason (IMO) is that because you are an Advanced Soul, and you have the potential to help us change this world into a literal paradise.

I can teach you how if you are interested.

For FREE

And I give this information freely. There is NO obligation to donate or pay anything.

Consider reading how to complete this "cycle" if you are close to the end of this cycle and just need to know how to do so, check out the "Psalms And Karma" page.

Which brings me to my next point, KARMA.

Most people are put here to experience and learn specific lessons and if we do not learn these lessons, and we suicide, then we risk losing ALL of the previous good "Karma" which we have accrued from previous lives.

However

However, there are also a lot of people who are ready to ascend but they came back to help elevate this planet and that is where most of you come into the picture.

These people are called "Shambhala Warriors". You can read about the "Shambhala Warriors Prophecy" here.

Please see if any of the "Signs You Are A Shambhala Warrior" apply to you?

IF you are a Shambhala Warrior and you complete this spiritual cycle, then you do not need to return back to this planet and on top of that, you will get a lot of "spiritual credit".

But if you suicide, then you will need to return back to this planet (or worse) to complete your cycle and the way that we are headed, it will be hunter gathering with sticks and stones.

I know that most of you may not care about this (yet) and some do not even believe what I am saying, but when I was 20, I did not believe any of "this stuff" either.

But the more I learned, the more countries I travelled to and the deeper my meditation became, the greater my experiences also became to the point that I finally understood that this life is precious and (and) if The Creator decides to "delete me", then that is The Creators choice - but until then I need to become the best that I can be - so hopefully I do not need to return back to this planet - or one like this or worse - in my next lifetime ("Reincarnation" ) which is called Samsara in Vedic teachings.

Having good teachers is one thing, but ultimately, we must do these actions ourselves.

Love ↟↟

From my own experience of absolutely NOT valuing my life to the experience of God Level Love, I can tell you this, if you leave this party, you may never experience the absolute exquisite joy of meditating or "Praying Properly" or finding your soul mate to share this absolutely incredible experience with.

Finding your soulmate gives you the "potential" of opening your heart to The Universe all the way back to the beginning of Creation itself.

Am I A Shambhala Warrior?

I would like to offer you an alternative to dying.

Are you a Shambhala Warrior? See the "Shambhala Warriors Prophecy" here.

L@@King for a purpose? Why not become a Shambhala Warrior? See details just below.

At least please find out before you die so that your life will have a purpose.

Shambhala Warriors are destined to bring love, peace and compassion to this planet when we unite and we need to start setting up this group ASAP.

Plus I include the beginner "Shambhala Warrior Training" information on this page as well.

What Do I Need To Do? ↟↟

Meditate or Pray in your own home for between 30 minutes - 2 hours a day.

• Completely Free
• No Groups - unless you want to create your own.
• No doctrine and no compounds.
• But you do need Love and a desire to seek The Creator.

Start by learning to do proper "Controlled Meditation" .

Do NOT participate in "airy fairy" meditations like TM or guided meditations as these will NOT help you when you get to the ascension stage.

IF and only IF you have been doing controlled meditation to the point that you can block out all thoughts, then you may like to try "Yantra Meditation".

While Yantra meditation is a Vedic practice, I was also taught the Kabbalistic version of this which was to see the beginning of the "Point of Infinity" sometimes referred to as the AinSof and in ancient Gnostic times, it was also call the SofYah.

Ain Sof means there is "No End" (and is associated with The Creator - HaShem) and Sof-Yah means the "End of Yah" (which is the beginning) where "Yah" is not only associated with the 10 Sephirot, but is also the first 2 letters of Yod Hey Vav Hey (the name most people mistakenly call Jehovah or "Yahweh" or in the movie Avatar, it is called AeWah).

If you are doing this with 2 or more people, I show you how to "Synchronize Your Energy" before you begin your meditation or prayer so that you have a more powerfull "session".

I have also condensed all of the religions down to what I call the "The 4 Verses" and actions.

I explain why the Name you think is "God's Name" is actually wrong and misleading.

I explain why the Universe is a "Holographic Universe" and how I died to realize this.

I also explain "The Maya Illusion" and how it affects what you have been told about reality.

I explain how most (most) of the ancient "gods" are actually "Astrological" and even today, these names are still used in naming many celestial objects.

I also offer you an extensive list of mantras:

1. "Vedic Mantras"
2. "Other Mantras"
3. "Hebrew Mantras"

Plus I explain how you can dramatically reduce your own Karmic debt (within reason and conditions do apply), on the "Psalms And Karma" page.

I explain why "The Rapture" may not be the joyous event that you have been misled to believe.

I explain what "Quantum Jumping" is.

And just as important, I explain what the "The Secret Passwords" are which will help you progress.

You may also like to read the complete "Chakras" page - especially the last section.

You may also like the "7 Days Conundrum" which explains what most translations get wrong.

I also give you multiple ways to control your "Monkey Mind".

• Plus lots more valuable information here on the "Main Nav" page.

Please help us.

Thank you.

Remember: Taking drugs will NOT help you and will negatively impact your existence.

What Happens After I Die?

What happens to you when you die will depend on what you believe while you are alive.

When you die, your mind creates your first experiences until you become debriefed and then reality takes over.

Some souls are recycled back into human form, but many become animals or worse because of what they did during this lifetime.

I have written an entire page about "What Happens When I Die" here.

The closer you are to the truth when you die, the less chance you need to come back to lower life forms to complete your journey.

This is why it is important for you to SEEK the Truth and filter out all of the BS we are constantly saturated with. (BS stands for Boring Stuff).

I will tell this:

There are some invisible Keys called Love, Charity, Kindness, Truth and a few others.

Whatever your level of Truth is here will reflect on how you are "graded" after death.

I was a regression hypnotherapist for over 8 years and in 2023 "I Died" twice so I have some idea about this subject.

FYI: The reason so many people who have Near Death Experiences ("NDEs" ) have different stories is because of what they believe when they were alive.

This is why it is important that you do NOT give The Creator a name or else you fall into the "idol" trap.

How Can I Refocus My Mind?

If I may suggest that you start meditating?

You can start with "Beginners Meditation" here and if you already do meditation, I also have "Advanced Meditation" methods which you like to elevate up to as well.

Many meditation methods are useless these days because they were designed for students who only study esoterics and are not inundated with information overload.

You need mental control to truly advance in meditation and prayer.

If you are already into advanced "controlled" meditation, but you are not getting the expected "Buzz" you have been looking for, I have this page about "Melodies" which I still use even today to put me in the right elevated frame of mind before meditation and prayer.

For those of you with overactive minds, I have a few other pages which may resonate with you.

1. "7 Days Conundrum"
2. "Astrological"
3. "Chronology Corrupted"
4. "Does Evil Exist"
5. "Does It Cost Anything"
6. "Dream Test"
7. "After I Died"
8. "Drugs Cigarettes Alcohol"
9. "Fear Of Dying"
10. "How Can I Stop Mood Swings"

The Divine Presence ↟↟

When you elevate your mind through your thoughts, speech and actions, you may be privileged to meet the Divine Presence known in Buddhism as the "Dakini" and in Judaism as the Shekhinah.

I can tell you from my personal experiences that this will be one of the greatest experiences you will ever have.

If you are really lucky you may even meet her consort.

We Need You

So before you go and do something very silly, please know that WE need you.

We need OLD Souls to help save this planet and if you truly are an Old Soul, you will feel in your heart that my words are true.

I spent almost 30 years before I found what I was looking for, I never gave up but I was often disappointed and down.

But what I learnt was that perseverance builds mental strength and this mental strength is critical for when you start having amazing spiritual experiences. You really do need a strong mind.

So I will give you both a challenge and a goal and that is with your help - and specifically with your help - we can yet save this planet from destruction.

I can also give you a loose promise and that is that IF you really are close to ascension off this level, that now - of all times - is your best chance to do this but you must persevere living please.

START HERE

Start off with "Beginners Meditation" and please read many of the esoteric links on the "Nav" page to answer many of your other questions.

If you need help with questions, please "Contact" me but remember that I am NOT a qualified counsellor.

Drugs? ↟↟

Before you ask, I NEVER ever took any drugs except painkillers for migraines which stopped when I replaced all of my mercury amalgam tooth fillings.