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2 Examples Of My Dream Tests

Remember that these tests will "appear" to be so vivid and real that you will feel pain, sunlight on your skin etc and you will also experience emotions so intense that crying will seem insignificant.

Before I start

Before I start, the 2 examples listed below were tests which "completed" (IMO), and yet there have been others which I did not complete (I failed at).

These include the old man in the field, the 7 sided building with 7 doors (and I had to find the 50th door) and others.

The tests can be anything, depending on your spiritual level.

Test 1 - The Wall
Test 2 - The 3 Desks Spiritual Test

Firstly ↟↟

I must firstly point out that this is a SUMMARIZED view of what happened so that I can give you an overview of events without ruining your personal experience (if they are parallel to mine).

Let us start shall we?

Test 1 - The Wall ↟↟

Remember that these tests feel 101% real.

So in this test I was going home when I passed a crowd of people and I saw at the edge of the crowd someone being robbed.

So I called out and made people around the event aware of what was happening.

One of the robbers proceeded to aim his gun at me a fire twice into my chest.

It was Winter and I was wearing a thick tight weave winter coat and I had paperwork from the office and my prayer book inside this coat.

Still the bullets inflicted so much pain. I thought that these must be 9mm or less because the coat dramatically impeded the bullets.

I continued to draw attention to the robbers and one came up to me and stabbed me in the stomach with a knife.

Interestingly I was at the end of a 40 day Fast so my gut was empty. But the knife in my guts still hurt like hell.

People started turning towards the robbers and they ran away.

A Policeman ran up to me and demanded that I "drop the knife".

I did not have a knife so I did not understand his order.

Blood was starting to flow at this stage and I could feel it on my skin. My head was starting to spin.

The Policeman shouted again to drop the knife and when I did not do so, he also shot me twice in the chest, and luckily he shot at my heart because I had my prayer book inside my coat and it was over this area of my body.

The bullets still knocked me over.

The Policeman ran up and pulled the knife OUT of me, then he realized that the blood on the knife meant that the knife was embedded in me and not in my belt as he first thought.

One of the crowd ran up to the Officer and told him that I had helped the couple who were being robbed and that what the robbers had done to me and that they had run off down the street.

It was at that moment (second) between life and death, that I received a "visitation" which said "GO to the wall".

"Which wall", I asked.

"I will show you", said the voice of the visitation.

With the Policeman gone and the crowd milling around, I got up and staggered down the road.

"Turn left", said the voice and I turned left into an older part of the town.

As I staggered towards "the wall" I encountered someone stealing from a letterbox, so I confronted that person.

He punched me so hard that I fell over and hit my head on a rock, tearing away a piece of skin off the skin on my head.

This is where pain turned into disco lights and the entire universe appeared to go Super-Nova in my face.

"Get Up", said the voice.

So I got up and proceeded staggering towards "the wall".

Finally I came to a clearing and I could see the wall of a house that had been destroyed.

"This must the wall", I thought, and proceeded to stagger towards this broken wall.

Remember the robbers?

I am almost at the wall when a women comes running out of somewhere and starts shouting and pointing at me. She is calling me a "Robber".

Another man approaches me and king hits me and breaks my jaw.

As I lay on the ground experiencing this new pain and the flow of blood in my mouth, people strip off my clothes looking for "loot" or anything of value.

All they find is my paperwork from the office and my prayer book with 2 bullets still lodged in it.

They leave me laying naked on the ground and quickly leave.

"Come to the wall", the voice says.

I can no longer stand up, tears stream down my face like Niagara Falls and I drag myself towards this wall.

Every inch (cm) of my body is tangibly searing in pain - even my legs for some strange reason. Something must have happened to them that I missed in the deluge of upper torso violence.

I touch my right leg and I can feel a hole in my leg with blood pouring out. When did this happen? I am thinking. How did it happen?

I keep moving towards the wall. Finally I am there.

As I touched the wall, the voice says, "You are going to die".

"Thank you", I replied and closed my eyes and felt exquisite relief from my pain.

I can only tell you that the feeling of love I felt at being released from my tortured physical body was beyond overwhelming. Imagine staring at the ocean and then suddenly being able to literally "see" the entire universe - that is the level of Love I felt in that instant of release.

Summarized Version

This is a summarized version of events of my Dream test that I call "The Wall".

It took several weeks for me to emotionally get over this experience.

I will tell you this: If you truly believe in The Creator, then you have no fear of death.

The Wall could be anything, a tree, a house, a beach, anything. It is purely symbolic of the journeys end.

I suspect that my end goal was a wall because it did not make sense to me.

Q & A

Q: Why did this dream happen?

A: I do not know.

Q: Was this a test of faith?

A: I suspect in hindsight that this was a test of faith.

Q: Did you feel the pain?

A: 1 million % I could feel it and when I woke up, my pillow was soaking. So I had been crying for a while.

Q: What happened when you woke up - after you died?

A: I woke up and I felt completely drained and broken.

Summary

This was - IMO - not just a test of faith - it was also a test of fear.

There appears to be no rhyme or reason to this Dream Test, only that my faith in The Creator was so complete, that I did not mind if I was physically alive or not alive.

I do not know if I passed "The Test", I only know that this appeared to me to be 101% real at the time.

I am not saying that I am worthy of this "dream" or vision, only that it happened to me and it May happen to you.

Dream Tests can be extreme, depending on your spiritual level. It is not for us to dictate the conditions of the dream, that would be cheating.

In one of my tests I was shot multiple times, but then I realized that I was also shot in past lives so it was not "getting shot" that was the test, it had to be something else and I had to work out what that was.

Test 2 - The 3 Desks Spiritual Test ↟↟

Sometimes called the girl and the desk test.

Preamble

In this lifetime I am a male so I am being given this test as a male. I have no idea how women will experience this test.

Let Us Begin.

In this test I was a young male and I was put into a room with a young 20 year old + Indian girl whose complexion was without fault and wearing a complete "traditional Sari" .

The room was filled with bright light which had no apparent source.

This room was approx 30x30 feet (10x10 meters) square with no windows.

In the middle of the room - towards the back wall - were 3 (typical school) desks close together.

In the room of light, there were 2 doors to the left which led to 2 co-joined rooms with No Light (complete darkness).

I must point out that I was injected into this room - with so much passive force that I "literally" pushed the 3 joined desks out of my way. This pushing "of the desks" gave me a tangible sense that this experience was completely real.

I was given a knife which was One standard "cubit" length standard cubit long and I was told that the girl would destroy me if I did not defend myself.

How I knew that this knife was 1 cubit in length - I have no idea.

As a male in this "dream test" I was taller than this 20+ year old girl, so I knew that I could physically overpower her (or so I originally assumed).

Now we started, she adopted an aggressive pose completely oblivious to the threat which the knife posed.

I did not want to hurt the girl so I ran into the first darkened room hoping to lose her in the darkness, and I noted that she did not follow me inside.

She hovered around the doorway, but always completely in the room of light, never entering the dark room.

So I had time to think.

I did not want to hurt the girl yet I had both the long knife and physical strength with which to do so, yet she would not have been placed in this room as my antagonist if I was able to actually overpower her physically.

I remember thinking that if it was purely about physical strength, then I would not be given a knife.

So this girl had to be quite extraordinary and I needed to factor this into my plan.

How I solved the 3 Desks Spiritual Test.

So I dropped the knife in the first darkened room and proceeded to move into the second darkened room via the adjoining open door - which I somehow could see, (very confusing in hindsight that I could see this door given how pitch black it was inside the room.

From the second rooms doorway into the room of light, I could see the desk. So I ran to the desk and a chair "magically" appeared.

So far, so good.

I sat down on the chair to the first desk and the girl casually walked over and sat down opposite me.

A chair magically appeared for her as well.

My Logic

So, I had 3 desks which represent learning.

Learning means questions and answers.

So 3 desks meant that I had 3 questions - or did it?.

You see, I had 2 questions and 1 answer - and that answer was not verbal.

To understand the non-verbal answer, I first had to understand what the Girl represented.

Interestingly, as I asked or answered each question, the chair would "automatically" move to the next desk.

Q & A

This is where I must stop, because I do not want to interfere or ruin someone else's journey, but I will tell you the following.

A1: You must know Her name. - This can be deduced by logic given the room you are in. (Also, be prepared for the fact that "She" may not look "Indian".
A2: One of the answers is Love. But the trick is that it has to be "actual" love and not vocalized. In other words, it must actually emanate from within you.
A3: This I must leave for your own personal experience - this is not a cheat sheet.

DO NOT'S

Do not see Her as beautiful regardless of how beautiful She looks.
Do not see Her as physicality.
Do not think about sex or any other impure thought.
Do not think that She will not harm you because She will.
Do NOT engage in trivial conversations.
Do not think about extraneous thoughts. This is where the "Mind Of No Mind" Meditation or the "Yantra Meditation" will be very valuable to you.

Your Path

You must focus on the Purity of The Creator and seek to dwell in that Light.
You must become a conduit for this light.
Your mind's focus has to become smaller than a pin point of Light.
You must completely clear your mind of everything and be "IN" the now.

What I list above is - In My Opinion - only possible with advanced Meditation and advanced Zen training.

Curved Ball

Above it appears that I have 3 desks and thus 3 questions.

In fact, I have 5 "revealed" questions and 5 "hidden" questions.

See if you can work out these 10 questions.

Remember the Zen question, "How many corners in a square (cubed) room with no doors and no windows?"

Test 2 SUMMARY ↟↟

This is one example of a Dream Test I experienced. It is SO real that I could "tangibly" feel the brilliance of the Light, see the girl, feel the threat and "menace" coming off Her.

The dark rooms are also extremely palpable.

You have to think and remember and know what you actually are in order to get through this test.

To Know is to Be.

Good Luck.