Do I Have A Purpose?
Many young people think that they have No Purpose, and believe it or not, this is a sign of a higher soul, it is also a sign that you are close to ascension.
The problem is you need to get past the years of self-doubt.
I was one of these "lost souls" until I found a teacher who advised me that my soul level was at the point that I could see through the clouds or physicality but my conscious brain was tormenting me by not allowing the truth of reality to shine in full force.
See my story below.
What Is My Purpose Mantra ↟↟
I have upgraded an old "What Is My Purpose Mantra" meditation mantra I was taught.
It now uses the Mano Buddhi mantra which is much more powerful so you should get faster answers.
Please remember to use this with Love for best results.
How Can I Overcome This?
Firstly you need to STOP doing the following.
- STOP alcohol
- STOP cigarettes
- STOP drugs
- STOP gambling
- STOP arrogance
Alcohol will never help you, it will only cost you money and damage your body.
It is also one of the leading causes of people harming someone else.
Cigarettes will damage your lungs, inhibit your meditation potential and waste your money.
Plus - when burning - there are literally "thousands"
of harmful chemicals in cigarettes.
Social Drugs serve absolutely no purpose plus you can gain all of the experiences you may have - without damaging your mind - by advanced meditation.
This includes all recreational drugs.
Gambling is something people who are on a very low spiritual level do. I have seen too many families destroyed by stupid gambling.
Arrogance is the opposite of spiritual evolution.
Arrogance takes you down the path of self-destruction.
People who cannot laugh at themselves - in good humor - are part of the lower level arrogant tribe.
Things To Do ↟↟
- Start learning ancient texts in the original language. Start with the Vedic texts, then the Hebrew texts, then Shinto texts etc.
- Start meditating and seek humility. The "Messiah Mantra"
is a good mantra for this.
- Open your heart to Love. This sounds easy but is difficult if you are not genuine, so be genuine (honest).
- Seek the Creator with all your Heart, you can use one of these Mantras. "Psalm 27:4"
or "Deuteronomy 6:5" 
- Do random acts of Charity. Charity is one of the hidden Keys of Wisdom. It is also one of the "Prime Steps" required for spiritual ascension.
My Story
Many of us feel useless when we are young.
Life has no meaning and sadly too many young people commit suicide.
Believe it or not, you are much smarter than you believe.
I was lucky to have a teacher when I was 18 who explained to me that people who thought like me were actually very spiritual and that we could see through the spider's web of "reality" because we were not caught up in the web.
In later years, we now call this "web" the Matrix.
When I was 16, I could not see any purpose in living. All I could see was eat, crap, sleep, repeat.
I joined the Army so that I could kill bad guys and my 16 year old logic was I would feel that I had achieved some kind of purpose if I got 2 "bad guys" before they got me.
In fact, I was all set to go off to Angola as a merc when I met one of my early teachers, Simon, who explained some of life's mysteries to me.
Simon explained that I had to "let go and let God."
In fact, that was his favorite T-Shirt.
What Is A Dormant? ↟↟
He also explained that I was what he called a "Dormant".
A "Dormant" is someone who is an empty vessel who is waiting to be filled with knowledge.
He said that it was imperative that I seek Truth above all else otherwise my soul may be Karmically destroyed if I choose wrongly.
Simon encouraged me to start learning Vedic texts.
Seek the source of Creation and you can do this by finding the spiritual "center" of this planet.
If you are honest and you meditate on this spiritual center, then your heart will tell you of its location.
He said that the "Key" to learning is love and humility.
I explained to Simon that I was thinking about going to fight in Angola and he said this, "if you follow violence, hate and killing, for any reason, then your soul was doomed to return to this planet many thousands or even millions of times - and not always as a human".
Seeking ↟↟
Since then I have spent many years seeking The Truth and I will continue to do so until I die.
I have travelled to many countries, taught myself several languages and listened to great luminaries like the Dalai Lama et al.
One thing the Dalai Lama said which I could not understand at the time was "to be happy".
He went on to explain that the "happiness" he was referring to was the one where you dwell in the presence of "God".
While this may sound simple, it is much deeper than you think.
"Psalm 27:4".
+ "Deuteronomy 6:5" 
Charity ↟↟
My Legacy? ↟↟
Over the last 50 or so years, I have literally helped thousands of people - and I have made some mistakes - but the main point is that all of the Deeds Of Kindness help go towards positive Karma for me.
Everything we do affects others and it is actually a responsibility for each of us to help elevate the souls on this planet - and eventually the Universe.
What About You? ↟↟
Think about how many people you may help during your life and then think about your Karmic rewards.
You may be at the edge (cusp) of ascension and literally any day, any act of kindness may elevate your soul up to the next level.
WARNING - Negative People ↟↟
Do NOT listen to Negative People who tell you that you cannot ascend or even have spiritual experiences, especially religious people who have been indoctrinated.
Your journey is called a "Path" and not a road because it is a private journey between you and The Creator.
Please DO NOT limit yourself based on other people's limitations and negativity.
Above all, May you be blessed with Love and Light on your path.