Am I Real?
Most people think that they exist, however, if you have ever been in a situation where you have died and then come back to life, then you will (in most cases) totally understand that ALL of physicality vanishes when you die.
There is a Buddhist saying I was taught and it goes like this.
 | There is no birth, there is no death, there is no you. You only think you exist because you think so. |  |
I realize that most people will simply not get this, but at least you have been introduced to the concept that everything is connected, life, death and the before and after.
The second part of this saying is that, "When you reach the state of "Mind Of No Mind"
, only then can you have the opportunity to discover who or what you really are".
A few quick questions for you.
- Where were you before you were born?
- What was your name in your previous life, and the life before that one and the one before that etc etc etc???
- What is the TRUE name of your soul?
- What is "God's Name"?

- What happens when you "Die"?
Full Story ↟↟
Answering Yes or No does not tell "you" anything, so I will tell you part of my life story and hopefully you can see the answer yourself.
This is the short version.
In May 2023 I fell over and smashed my head on the floor with such force that I heard a loud popping sound as my skull cracked.
The next thing I remember was floating above my body on 2 occasions. (1) when this event first occurred (2) when my wife and her sister came home and entered the apartment.
Interestingly, I could see her soul twisted up with pain when she saw me on the floor.
As a professional hypnotherapist for many years, I have - on many occasions - regressed people back to a stage before they were born and also with other people, regressed them back into past lives when they died and beyond.
There are a multitude of reasons for doing this which I will not elaborate on here but the short story is that they needed to know why "things" were happening to them in this lifetime and then they could work out how to recitfy whatever Karmic debt they owed.
Since those days, I have learned of another faster way to rectify a persons "Karmic Debt"
- IF their Karmic Debt is not too great.
Back in the late 80's and early 90's, we did not have the "sheer volume" of global information at our fingertips like you do today with the internet so most hypnosis regression sessions were quite staid compared to ideas "borne"
online today.
So, with over 8 years active experience and approx 35 years of "over-all" experience with regression hypnosis, I was still NOT prepared for my personal "adventure"
.
Not only did I die twice, but for over the first 3 weeks I was in hospital, every time I went to sleep, I would see a black road winding down into blackness and in the distance I could see "The Light" hovering before the Black Mountains.
I had 4 specialist doctors, plus nurse visits, plus meals, so I was woken up at least 8 times a day. So I was going back to sleep quite often - every day - for the first several weeks.
Remember that I am fully au fait with what this light is - and I knew that going "to the light" could easily be a one way ticket. Also I was not afraid at all.
You see, I knew 2 simple truths, (1) everyone dies and (2) There IS a "Creator", so unlike those who tell you they were scared or perplexed during their experience, I was not.
"Scared" people waste a great experience, (a) they get to fly almost anywhere and (b) they can ask almost any question - and depending on their own honesty level - they will get an answer back in less time than it takes to ask the question.
One Important Point
This is a very important point that you need to know.
When you die, there are various stages you need to pass through as you progress up or down the system.
From my therapy experience I know that people will see whatever they believe (the most) while they are alive - except for the 72 virgins which are useless to you anyway because you DO NOT have any genitals and only the most profoundly stupid pubescent men could even remotely believe that some kind of "physical" pleasure awaits them after they die and especially when they have NO body.
The abyss of their intellect is as deep as Mt Meru is tall.
Even when they create "their" version of "The After-Life" when they die - there are many things which simply CANNOT happen.
This is why After Death (NDE's) are so different from person to person.
These "creations" are illusional and for the really simple people, they are not real.
Even if you want to believe that there are 72 virgins waiting for you after death, you have NO body parts anyway and your only destination is back to darkness.
The problem is that whatever you see or experience is only a part of the journey you need to progress through before your soul is judged.
Then you get "debriefed" after your fantasy of heaven has been completed - which takes micro-seconds - and then you move on to the next stage.
There is not 1 physical thing you can take with you when you die.
Only your Karma and your deeds are weighed against your soul.
People who do not have Love in their hearts are the ones who have the worst experiences. Especially those who are selfish, greedy, egotistical and there is a special kind of horror for those who harm others.
People who tell you that they were afraid are (IMO) not very good people and they suddenly realize that they will be judged for their deeds.
If you are a good person - you will be judged according to your deeds - you will be received by the Light in a powerful and beautiful manner.
However, if you are an evil, selfish, bad or arrogant person, you will still be received by the light but the intensity will not be as congenial and in some cases, like for mass murderers and genocidal maniacs, the Light may often appear "more passive" and not display the overwhelming Love, warmth and intelligence which good people experience.
This is when the real fear starts as they realize that they may be coming back as an animal, a lower life form or even as a plant.
But the worst fate is for those who enable, promote or participate in mass murder (like adolf, stalin, mao, gates, fauchi and cohorts), these people face the possibility of eternity as a rock and believe it or not, this is a belief in Kabbalah and Vedic teachings.
Bad people truly have something to fear when they die.
For Me
As beautiful as "the light" was, it was the Love for my wife which made me constantly return to my body - every time.
If you can possibly understand that I physically, mentally and spiritually feel that my love for my wife is bigger than the Universe, then you have some idea of what I am talking about. This love fills every aspect of my "being".
And yet this love I have for her pales into insignificance compared to the love good people (souls) experience when we are close to "the light".
Plus I truly believe that it is her love for me that grounds me - for which I am eternally grateful.
When you truly find your soul mate, the saddest day of your life will be when you suddenly realize that one day, they will be gone.
The solution is to focus on the positive and enjoy every minute and every second that they are alive and with you. It took me 10 days of depressing sadness to make that realization.
It was only after this experience that I fully realized that the "Holographic Universe"
theory was not actually a conceptual theory and is in fact 101% completely real.
Working with people under hypnotic regression is amazing and I have had many unbelievable interactions, however, when it is your own time to have these experiences personally, you realize just how incredible the Universe is (and isn't) - and even then, I still have no ability to comprehend all of Creation itself. Only the fragment I exist in.
Hypnosis gave me a window into the esoteric, and grounded me for the time I had my own experiences, but even so, I was not totally prepared for the beyond amazing experiences I personally had.
What I am trying to tell you is that death is not the end of life.
If you think that the Universe is random, please watch this video called: Why is The Universe So Perfect? 
Hypnosis ↟↟
From my hypnosis experiences, I came to realize that the reason people see different things and have (often) vastly different experiences after dying, was because they "believe" certain things when they are alive and this becomes the basis of their reality after death.
In almost every case, their preconceived ideas are fantastically wrong.
If you read the "Egyptian Book Of The Dead"
, you will notice that the "devotee" is given a list of questions they must answer in order to "get into heaven". But it is all false.
Many religions dictate the steps you must follow after death.
This is a trap to entangle you in a web of false decisions.
How do I know this?
Because IF any of them were true, they would all say the same thing, yet they are all different.
4 Things ↟↟
I have found that there 4 basic things you need to wrap your brain around if you want to transcend this level.
Read these words with your heart.
- "The 4 Verses"

- "VeAhavtah"

- "Psalms"
+
- "Psalms And Karma"

The Reason for this (is beyond most people) is because the "religion" they were either born into or adopted was designed for the people who lived AT THAT TIME and it does (or did not) not represent other more advanced and higher level doctrines passed down from Heaven.
I cover this further on this page "What Happens When I Die" 
No Pills Here ↟↟
One of the biggest problems for most people is that they think they can take a pill or drug and become enlightened.
This misconceived belief is as diametrically opposed to reality as you can get.
The Mayans have a saying that "The sting of a bee can bring enlightenment", but then the other wise old man says, "be careful where you walk and do not get stung".
If you have truth and love in your heart and you DO actions to reflect these qualities, then you have the keys to doing Ascension Meditation
- (which costs you nothing to do and there are no side-effects) - and which may take you to places so beautiful you cannot even dream about in your wildest fantasies.
I have been doing a form of "Blank Meditation"
since 1978 and yet the peace and stillness I experienced when I died is so complete I can still feel this deep down in my soul to this day.
It is very different from the blank meditation I am used to.
How Do I Know These Things? ↟↟
Unlike most people who resonate towards fear, I have been aware of many aspects of dying (also) since the late 1970's. You can Overcome Fear
using "meditation"
, if you are interested.
Interestingly I found that most people who were afraid of dying were reliving (like a kind of psychological shadow), some traumatic event which caused them to die in their previous life or lives. Examples: Like Drowning, Eaten by wild animals, Dying in agony from a disease for which there was no known cure at that time, Dying in war etc etc).
These reflections of past lives still had a viable impact on most people and this is after they have gone through the "debrief stage" after they die.
Why does this happen?
Because your "soul" is here to learn lessons and these lessons leave a residual imprint on the soul even after death.
It is the collective sum of these "imprints" which dictates whether or not that soul ascends.
You could live 499.99 perfect years and then for your final test, be given more money than you can spend.
What do you do with all of that money?
This is the ultimate test as to how well you have learned the attributes of "Humility and Charity" and let me tell you, "Most People Fail" this test.
The other major failure people experience is a lack of trust and faith in The Creator and their foundation now becomes based on Fear.
F.E.A.R.
Forget everything and run.
or
Face everything and rise.
You choose.
+
+ 
Energy + Light ↟↟
God is energy and light and we are energy and light BUT...
we are just less energy and less light but we are still connected TO The Creator.
This is the meaning of "Let us make man in our image".
It also means that we can Raise that light (or not) if we actively participate in doing so which I explains on the "Psalms And Karma"
page.
My focus was not on being afraid, but more towards asking questions and enjoying the "moment".
The biggest problem I have found with most people is that they simply have no curiosity. Sad really.
They have a 1 dimensional concept of the Universe and no interest past playing video games or the pub or watching TV.
If only they knew how many levels of amazing experiences may be available to them if they learned proper "Controlled Meditation"
.
Did I Answer Your Question?
As I stated above, I am not trying to convince you one way or the other, but rather to show you what I believe from my personal experience with regressing others and then my dying experiences in 2023.
I hope that you found some answers here.
May the Creator bless you and guide you towards truth and light.